with a smile

so ive recently come to the conclusion due to complete boredom that my life needs a little more excitement. i have way too much free time annnnd not a whole lot to do. i guess my free time should be spent more on getting school work done, but lately i havent had much to do. and with my two favorites getting new jobs, ive kind of been left to entertain myself. and im not that fun. take today for instance. i had class till 11 then came back here and did absolutely nothing. made some lunch, made a few phone calls and that about sums up my afternoon. and grocery shopping with assimus later tonight is looking to be the highlight of my friday evening. i like not having to worry about having a job during school, but im also getting restless. i need something to do. im just glad that christmas break is in about a week and i can head home. im planning on going back to my high school job for break to earn a little extra money, and to keep me busy i suppose.

my big sis is coming up to visit me tomorrow though!! that is DEF exciting:) shes spending the weekend here so we can get our tattoos on monday. im psyched. hopefully she is too haha. we dont have too many plans besides some christmas shopping and hanging out. but on sunday night her, assimus and i are planning an early christmas dinner for a bunch of friends from school. we're looking at feeding about 20 people, although my apartment only has seating for about 10ish, so that will be interesting. since assimus has to work all day sunday, big sis and i will spend the day preparing. should be fun bonding time for her and i:) and the dinner should be a good opportunity for me to make new friends, since i dont really know many of the people coming over. their a lot of assimus and her bf's friends. maybe it'll help me come out of my shell a little. we'll see.

so the phone just rang.
"Hello?"
"Hello beautiful." (which elicits a curious grin-i dont get too many calls like that. ok i lied. i dont ever get calls like that.)
"Um..whos this?"

its the dog owner. my heart jumps a little. i havent talked to him all week and im excited hes called. then here it comes.
"Coulddddd you do me a favor?"
right. of course. now it makes sense. he needs me to let his dog out again. something came up unexpectedly. and of course i nod, smile and say yes. i dont say no to many people. ok. i dont say no to anyone when it comes to favors. he says he owes me for taking care of his dog last weekend and for helping him with a paper for school. he said this last week. said hed cook dinner. tonight he offered dinner AND dessert. which, im guessing isnt actually ever going to happen. its just a nice thing to offer since im doing him the favor. what i really want to say is-you just called me because yes im probably home and one of the few people you would trust to look after your dog and you know i would do it for you. but no. i dont say that. im just going to go over tonight and let the dog out. cause its what i do. and if i get dinner-great. if not-nothing new.